It’s been kinda a tough month. I haven’t written about it because I honestly just couldn’t be bothered. We got home from Erie and found our upstairs furnace broken. Seth had gotten really sick in Erie and was struggling with asthma or bronchitis or something. I was coughing pretty bad, too. It’s just made it kinda trying. And this month that was going to be lean to begin with was now going to be leaner because it’s cold upstairs.
And then Sunday our van wouldn’t start. This was really a blow. The Lansberrys came through for us and we made it to church, but the broken van was hanging over us. We’d need to do something and we already felt tapped out.
Monday morning I was all set and ready to write either a blog post or in my journal thanking God for our broken furnace, our broken bodies and our broken van. But then Crystal went outside to try the van to see if she could get it going enough to get it to the mechanics. It started right up on the first try. She let it warm up and then turned it off and back on. It turned on with no problems. So I didn’t write my post because our van wasn’t broken anymore.
The leanness in the house has been mostly reflected in there not being any easy food in the house. A child will ask for a snack and it’s like “Um, let me drop everything and spent half an hour in the kitchen and then you can have a snack.” That’s really frustrating. Tonight our neighbor stopped by and said someone she knew had just given them a bunch of stuff from a food pantry and it was more than they could use. She dropped a large box of some healthy snacks and some fun snacks right in my arms and then asked if the kids like honey Cheerio type cereal. She left and came back with another large box full of cereal packets.
I don’t think even she knows how well timed this was. I’m not sure she’ll ever know how helpful this was. I was effusive in my thanks, but I don’t think I said what I wanted to. So now I’m sending up my thanks to God Who works out these things and drops snacks on our doorstep. Our van starts and we have two big boxes of snack food. My hands were already full and still He gave me more.
To our most holy, most beautiful Lord,
May my feeble words express a part of the wonder I feel.
You’ve opened up Your hands on more occasions than I can count
And yet a box of snacks is what moves me to praise.
For our snacks and our van I give You thanks and praise.
Amen.